I Pray You Heal From Things No One Ever Apologized For

I wanted to sleep but I can’t due to some things that keep on bugging me and won’t let me have peace every time of every day and night. I browsed Facebook and saw this,

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This photo and the title is not mine, I just can’t change it because those were the exact words I want people to hear, I just got it from Higher Perspective.

I wanted to re-post it and tag some of my family and friends that I think need to hear it, but then I got confused because there was a lot. I feel bad for them and for myself. I can’t even heal from the hurtful things that happened to me. Still, I’m trying to forget everything and release myself for not forgiving the people who did me wrong but never apologized.

I pray that I heal from the things no one has ever apologized for, and for my friends:

I pray that you heal from all the awful things, the hurtful words, insults and the treatment you got from the man and his family who thinks you will never be enough and used you for temporary emotional stability even though he never apologizes for it.

I pray that you heal from the unrelenting pain in your heart that you got from your parents and brother when they didn’t listen to you to fully understand what you felt, left you to grow up alone in neglect, left with a big hole in your soul even though no one apologized for it.

I pray that you heal from the mistake that your mother made which made you take care of your father and pushed yourself to be strong for your brothers just to keep the worst memory from your siblings even though she did not apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from all the “you’re the worst, fat, ugly, lesbian — ” and all the bullying you got from the officemates and classmates in high school even though no one apologized for it.

I pray that you heal from the sad reality that your parents are separated and they will never get back together leaving you with a broken family even though no one apologized for it.

I pray that you heal from all the wounds in your soul from all the beating you got from your father even though he never had the chance to apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from all the hurtful words your dad told you when you were unsure then about who you wanted to be leaving you depressed and broken even though he never had the chance to apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from all the rejection you had with the people you want to be friends in high school and how they ended up backstabbing you even though no one apologized for it.

I pray that you heal from the heartache that your first love gave you, choosing one man over you because she thought you’re a “loser” even she did not apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from all the times family members used you and pushed you to lie so you can ask money from your mother even though no one apologized for it.

I pray you to heal from the emptiness from any man who used you up and made you feel that sex was the main reason he stayed even though he did not apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from all the foul words you heard from your co-workers that you are a weak and a stupid no-good even though no one apologizes for it.

I pray that you heal from the emptiness and regretful memory when he left you after taking “everything” you have as a woman and went to someone who has more than you even though he did not apologize for it.

I pray that you heal from the pain and agony you felt when the only friend you thought you can rely on left you and made you feel undeserving, to the brokenness and the loneliness even though she apologized for it. I pray that you can heal and let go.

I pray that you heal from all the hatred, the sorrow, the grief and the madness you think God has given you, even though you feel he doesn’t apologize for it not because He doesn’t want to, but because He doesn’t need to.

Trust Him, He has plans, plus He heals your heart from things no one apologized for.

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